Torn: a verb in past tense which means something is divided or cut into parts.As for me it means being caught in a dilemma.
How do you deal when you are torn between two important things? First, you love something or it could be someone, but it's a feeling something not certain. Next, your mind tells you to do the exact opposite.
In this case who should rule over?
The heart or the mind? I know most people would say it should be a balance between both. It is such a cliche. Maybe it is so hard to balance it especially when they are contraindications. I hate being in a dilemma and sad to say I have been stuck in this dilemma for almost four years. I have to admit I am a coward. Although I keep advising my friends to follow what they think is right but for me I only preach. I have chosen to live on the safe side. I have never ever taken a risk in my life. Quite sad I know,but then again,WHY SHOULD I TAKE THE RISK? When I'm living a good life. Risking for something is stupid when you already have something stable right? I don't think that way now. Yet, I am afraid in taking such a big leap and falling flat on my face. When you take the risk it is not only a feeling but it is a way for giving your soul a certain degree of freedom. Until now, I don't know if I'll lay everything on the line for a maybe foolish dream but until I gain enough courage and until I'm not certain if I will remain in my situation. I await for a miracle to come. If it never comes maybe I'll keep on living only half of my life. If it will not come in this lifetime,maybe I'll just wait in the next life to come. My soul then awaits for it to be complete and for it to experience freedom.....
How do you deal when you are torn between two important things? First, you love something or it could be someone, but it's a feeling something not certain. Next, your mind tells you to do the exact opposite.
In this case who should rule over?
The heart or the mind? I know most people would say it should be a balance between both. It is such a cliche. Maybe it is so hard to balance it especially when they are contraindications. I hate being in a dilemma and sad to say I have been stuck in this dilemma for almost four years. I have to admit I am a coward. Although I keep advising my friends to follow what they think is right but for me I only preach. I have chosen to live on the safe side. I have never ever taken a risk in my life. Quite sad I know,but then again,WHY SHOULD I TAKE THE RISK? When I'm living a good life. Risking for something is stupid when you already have something stable right? I don't think that way now. Yet, I am afraid in taking such a big leap and falling flat on my face. When you take the risk it is not only a feeling but it is a way for giving your soul a certain degree of freedom. Until now, I don't know if I'll lay everything on the line for a maybe foolish dream but until I gain enough courage and until I'm not certain if I will remain in my situation. I await for a miracle to come. If it never comes maybe I'll keep on living only half of my life. If it will not come in this lifetime,maybe I'll just wait in the next life to come. My soul then awaits for it to be complete and for it to experience freedom.....
